Today I Worry

It’s scary when your constantly learning about how the mind can have lasting effects of abuse. My mother ,who I strongly believe is schizophrenic, let her mental illness take over to the detriment of her own kids. Me being 25 I worry what if my past abuse comes back to haunt me and one day I snap and become someone different. Fun fact the typical schizophrenic break happens to women at 26. What if I become her. I couldn’t imagine being stuck in my own head like that.